Breathe on Me

well another year has passed ... my bday is march 24th cant wait so excited ive invited the slect few that i thought would be good together...yay fun times are to come
stay tuned
chris

we go deep and we dont get no sleep cuz we'd b up all nite till early light
im feelin high cuz im outta control tnite....feeling high but dont wanna stop
....thats my lil song blurb for the day ....hahah today was eventfull i was a total house wife ......i cleaned did laundry and made jigs dinner for the love of my life haha .....all i need is the boobs and an apron and im ready for marriage LOL.....im here now at like 11 30 at nite bored and decided to change the look of my journal and add a few pics of me n the boi incase u havent seen him.......sum cute isnt he....
i have one thing i need to vent tho and i hope he reads this but a close friend of mine made me feel like shit for being with josh and said that im makin a mistake and that we will not last.....ya well u r wrong and i cant wait till my wedding day so i can rub ur face in this .....im not a stupid fuck i woodnt be engaged with sumone unless i knew he was the one .......hears a lil sumtin else.....lik my fuckin crack bitch!
ciao to all those lovers....fuck off to all the haters...
love chris

well this entry maybe short but sweet.......if yall havent heard already ....im living with my finace....yea thats right i said it finace......we are engaged.....his name is joshua and i love him more then life itself ......i feel like ive known him my whole life...and woodnt want to spend the rest of my days on this earth with anyone else .....he makes my day night ..my year my everything!!!!!words cant describe how great he makes me feel!.....it was fate.....
ive been tanning at planet beach for 3 years now and the manager set us up on a blind date..since then we have been connected at the hip....lol who wood of thought that id find love ina tanning salon ..... if ur single and want a man just go to planet beach LMAO that should be their new advertisment ...anyway back to the marriage part...... our wedding will be aug 17 2007.......keep that date open cuz ur all invited!!!!!!
our apt is in mount pearl and its the cutest apt ever!!!! *loves*
im still werkin for *&^%$#!@s (LOL)....i just moved to the mount pearl location ......
thats really all the new news that i have for now but il def update this journal once ina while
love u all
miss u guys:D.....
love christopher Star

I watch you,
And the way you move,
You like to,
So dress the groove,
If I could,
I would dance with you,
See me watching baby,
So damn stuck on you



Let me tell ya,
You got me,
Youre all I think of,
Over and over,
Its crazy,
Cant seem to shake it off,
When I see ya,
I burn off,
Its like a sickness,
I got to find me a sweet relation,

Although, youre all I wanted,
Like it,
I find no strength to,
Make you,
Want me like I want you,
So until that time,

I watch you,
And the way you move,
You like to,
So dress the groove,
If I could,
I would dance with you,
See me watching baby,
So damn stuck on you.

hey yall...
well its the 23rd of december...creppy...very creppy!!!!dont feel like xmas...even tho i hate this time of year i hope yall have a great christmas...lol
cant wait till new years its gonna b fun/....not much is diff or new....cept i saw marla (Rickie) downtown i drove by...hi rickie lol
i have a crush on this boi ..he likes me back...:D...hes my date for new years yay.....thats all for now ttyl

chase faded days
with eyes that cannot see
i wanna feel it again
washing over me
discover all of you
one moment at a time
taste smell secret cell
your soul it touchs mine

i wanna feel up
hope knows i need it this way
like im walking on clouds
i cant come down
even if you wanted me to
i cant come down
even if you wanted me to

no one can stop me
im never satisfied
i take what i want refuse to be denied
live in the moment
the future can disguise
its starting to touch us
but i still cant touch the sky

i need to feel up
hope knows i need it this way
like im walking on clouds
i cant come down
even if you wanted me to
i cant come down
even if u wanted me to

....ive been craving the club sceen...hot bois dancing around ..and the rush of good extacy......il be downtown next saturday ...lol im calling it disco better....seein how last weekend was supposed to be disco...but ended up passing out b4 downtown lol so ....see everyone at the zone n liquid next saturday @!!!!!!!
chris

well once again i stayed home ona fuckin saturday...i had bought a new outfit ..i had gotten my ahir done and i had bought booze....i was goin to get loaded adn go downtown ...everytime i plan to do this ..... i passs out ..i drink to much .... i get sick ...and end up bein to yukky to go downtown ...well i had lots of reasons to go out .... i was invited to birthday bash 2005....it was lisas bday ..wee been planning this for the last 7 weeks.....id just like to say sorry to everyone ...i really wanted to go down..:( ....in other news ..my sis lives with me now...yup thats right ,,, she was homeless so we took her in ,,,, its the wierdest thing ever we havent lived under the same roof in about 10 years....its gonna take sum time to adjust.....im still single ...still werkin my crappy job ...still smoking weed ...and still in newfoundland.....hope to see u all soon ...if i ever get out of this rutt!

hello everybody
its been a while since an entry has been made! so i thought id make a nice quick one telling you all that im still alive and in newfoundland....lol many of u seem to think i have moved again ..i dunno why lol but i promise you im still in crappy st johns!
my life is still boring as ever ..im still workin at %^$&%$&^% 5:30 am mon-fri every week lol..i finally have the net back in my room ....woot..im even allowed to go on gay.com now lol..nazi nana aproves hahah
still boyless..but meh boys are gross so im happy....
thats all for now sorry this is so boring !!!! luvs ya all
chris D

You can call me a sinner
But you can't call me a saint
Celebrate me for who I am
Dislike me for what I ain't
Put me up on a pedestal
Or drag me down in the dirt
Sticks and stones will break my bones
But your names will never hurt

I'll be the garden, you'll be the snake
All of my fruit is yours to take
Better the devil that you know
Your love for me will grow
Because

This is who I am
You can like it or not
You can love me or leave me
Cause I'm never gonna stop, no no

Cleopatra had her way
Matahari too
Whether they were good or bad
Is strictly up to you

Life is a paradox
And it doesn't make much sense
Can it be filled without the router?
Please don't take offense

Don't let the fruit rot under the vine
Fill up your cup and let's drink the wine
Better the devil that you know
Your love for me will grow
Because

This is who I am
You can like it or not
You can love me or leave me
Cause I'm never gonna stop, no no, you know
This is who I am
You can like it or not
You can love me or leave me
Cause I'm never gonna stop, no no, you know

No no, you know
No no, you know
No no, you know
No no, you know

I'll be the garden, you'll be the snake
All of my fruit is yours to take
Better the devil that you know
Your love for me will grow
Because

This is who I am
You can like it or not
You can love me or leave me
Cause I'm never gonna stop, no no, you know
This is who I am
You can like it or not
You can love me or leave me
Cause I'm never gonna stop, no no, you know

No no, you know
No no, you know
No no, you know
No no, you know

hey there this cant b long but it sure will b sweet!!!! well im sure uve all heard im movin back to toronto on the 5th of july...i cant wait woooot so much fun !!!!!! im werkin hard as ever at mc D's i know its sad but hey its givin me lots of money so i can spend it in toronto with all the cute bois heehe ..my last nite at the zone will b the 2nd of july ihope to see u guys there if not then i luv ya and good bye .......in other news my sister is missing ...shes off bein a crack addict sumwhere in mount pearl i guess.....oh my !!!!!! anyway guess thats all to write ....for everyone else who reads this from toronto il see ya in 10 days bye
love u all
christopher star